A love inventory is the hardest work I’ve ever done and took me two years of stressful work. It took me a year to figure out who I had actually been in love with and find their contact information. Internet was nothing I knew about in 1994, so I had to go back to old friends from childhood (and their mothers) to find my first loves. Then it took me months to dare to contact and visit everyone. I had been secretely in love with some, two of them were stars like Ingemar Stenmark above, others I had no contact to at all, so it was very embarrassing to call them. I was also very nervous when I met them for an interview. I would never be able to do this kind of work today. I have great respect for the young me, who actually followed my will to see my ex-loves again, to see how they were so many years later.
